I was taught to undo what I normally do and after awhile I realized that I've gotten pretty good at not doing it. You never would have thought how much heart it takes to Not do some things that have been so you to do and yet, having faith that it would help turn things around, you stopped anyway.
But after awhile, it started killing more than it should. The not doing turns out to be so contagiously damaging that I not only stop doing one, but more. And little by little, even the wanting to do, dies away too.
I don't need to be taught anymore.
The not doing, has taken me over.